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I was born with cerebral palsy, so it affact my walking in every way . Many people that I'm not intrested in sex beacuse I'm ashamed of my disablity.
I'm girl, almost 23 years old
I feel there is high chance me to be asexual, but people "advice"make me worried I know only I can know If I'm are ace or not, but maybe you can give me some hints? please
I never had derise to do sex. Naked modies dosen't make me horny. I'm not depressed about die as virgin But sometimes I masturbate. Not so often, so I often says I don't do it. Usually I'm masturbate when I'm stressed, and I think about really nothing. Sometimes I have fantasies that people do sex but In my fantasies I only can see their faces and motives that makes that act frobidden.... I can't see their bodied in my fantasies.
I never been in relationship. but I had something like two "crushes" (males) both of them were one sided. I was really nervous when I was next of them. I couldn't find my mind! But I wasn't even a bit sad that I can't be with them. I didin't shed even any tears. It was fine. Only one time I went happy to thing about kissing them. but mostly time it was about just talking or hugging... I really can't get why people want to be in romantic relationships. I'm not afraid about dying without my true love I'm so confused
One of my friend ( male) from rehablitation camp for disabled people noticed that I can't get the romantic suff when we talked about girl he likes ( we talked about that girl about a week and it was intresting. I wish them all the best!) and I wrote out of blue : "I think I might be asexual and aromantic" and I sent him a few sites about asexuality.
He just said: " Don't made up things. Go to sleep" Before that we talked everyday for maany hours. After my "conffesion" we just poorly exchange a few texts in a day and only wen I text him frist.
Did I scared him?